intoxication

well its been a long while since ive read anyone's blog and its a wonder that i remembered the url of the class blog. read some of my jc friend's blogs and felt realyl sad that i hav lost touch with them. more or less everyone single one of them except aaron of course. i have no idea what is going on in their life, no idea how they look like, sound like, whats on their minds. got quite a bit of nostalgia from reading. it felt like jc was part of another life tt i had. well in some ways tt is true cuz im totally gone fr their world cuz of the course tt im doing. no complaints on my tourism course, its been fantastic so far. but well..i wonder if i will have the energy to do so. its not easy i think getting back in contact. some may say tt it is jus a phone call away but the mindset of the 2 parties might be worlds apart. so what wld tt call do? maybe i shld try. i dont know. having hols now so time is not of the essence.

sometimes sccumbing to alcohol intoxication has so much pleasant effects. i shld stop relying on it to relieve myself before i need to join AA. shit.. what has happened to me...