thoughts...

hmm someone commented that im a good listener today...thats great isnt it? oh wells i dunno man..it has its pros and cons.. cuz pple will always go to u when they need help or a listening ear and its nice to be able to help someone out..but lets say u hav a problem..then who do u go to? other pple? yourself? then one day wouldnt ur head explode cuz of so many probs ure trying to solve including ur own? realised im using my blog as a listener haha quite freaky cuz a lot of pple r gonna read what u type...hmm and lets say pple go to u with problems, do they come to u for fun too? cuz it really sucks if they dont..sometimes back in ij was so much more simpler, didnt need to worry or even think of such things..guess my carefree days r over..
well found out that pj and jj are even better than cj..(a level results this yr) dunno if its true or not..sometimes i wonder if i made the right choice to stay..im loving it and all that..the pple, the atmosphere..but i sometimes feel that other sch's papers r harder and that if i'd gone there i could hav done better cuz hard papers will push pple to do more..and then there;s the qn whether i'll make it in...that aside, i still feel maybe cj shld make their papers harder..not the whole thing but jus hav one or two qns that will stun u and after the results can show us how to do it, think that will make cjc better..always hear there'll be 1 or 2 qns in exams that will separate the cream of the crop..so shldnt we be training ourselves for stuff like that? unless all qns r really abt the same standard as what we hav now then cjc is doing a fantastic job..also hav been hearing stuff that cj notes arent good cuz theyre very much simplified..i guess in a way its true but i duno..shldnt think abt all this toomuch..cjc is still grat to me and so r the people there..and its pretty near my house too which is good but somehow , the nearer u stay the later u are right? haha