child

hmm someone jus commented that im extremely childish..i guess it is true and it kinda hurts but im kinda happy too cuz i always wanna be a child again...sigh but he said he was immature too and to find that im childish it shld be really bad...asked a few more pple and they agreed too so to conclude i m childish but does it matter? r pple affected by it? i hope not..maybe its nt a good thing..well i must say that maybe sometimes i am childish intentional or not, but not all the time right..then one said dont change becuz pple ask u to, change cuz u want to...but dont u think that when pple say that, they want u to change? theyre hinting for u to change? well it is possible that they dont know me well cuz ive never seen them before..but clarence thinks so too it must be true...well he thought i looked childish too haha pple used to think i looked very mature for my age..that was years ago, now..i look younger than what i m...hmm....???.....gosh i gtg soon super late 4.16am ahhh prob the time my dad wakes up haha will continue another time
k continuing haha i think im really gullible..kenna tricked by a stall holder uncle and a virus..for the stall holder it happened like this..saw some stuff selling really cheap and decided to buy..i thought it was 30 cents...went to the cashier, and the guy said 3 dollars..so i said orh then i realised he said $3 so i said huh?? and he repeated $3 then i started to take out $3 and he stopped me and said 30 cents la and grinned widely at me...gosh why do i believe everything pple say? it was written clearly how much it cost...and then the virus thing..i stupidly clicked on it la argh and now i hav a virus which i dunno how to get rid of..think thats cuz im jus stupid..well for now the virus isnt striking..but who knows when it'll come back..so depressed now, cant even change my nick cuz i have to warn pple..but dont think there'll be anyone as stupid who will click on it..and even if they did, they'd know how to get rid of the virus..
oh wells..got a ripcurl shirt recently so nice!! its got my bday date on it(bet u know it eug) haha and its black! love black shirts with a lot of colous on it..:D taking comfort in material goods oh and food too..this sucks...wonder if i'll ever grow up or remain chidlish my whole life..
another thing..think sometimes i take my family and friends for granted..that there;ll always be there for me..but sometimes i shld jus solve my own probs...why give it to others and burden them? and lets say u do share it with pple who r good at solving/comforting...surely many pple will go to them too? and they;ll hav a lot on their minds already?ah well lets forget abt all this..bye bloggie..i'll ba back