pink!
whoa everyone's been saying my blog is so pink haha i think so too( oh yeah the tagboard is at the bottom haha scroll down yeah) ..exams are almost over yay!! cant wait, then we can do the things we all wanna do...play!! woot..kinda scared ahh think im gonna get lousy marks..but who cares..can always do better for promo right...right?? hmm...
anyway my toes hav been destroyed...got blisters everywhere...ahh why didnt i use the tape to wrap my toes before putting on the pointe shoes..lesson learnt! gotta get a new leotard soon..current one is stretching and fading..darn wanted to do it during the hols..had a great lesson today :P the teacher asked me to help correct someone..wow :D used to be the small fry..not given a second look in class but now im a "leader" and stand in front with 7 others to lead pple..still remember the time when i was struggling to keep up with the non syllabus stuff..its a bit like site reading in piano..or side reading?? now its different.like wow.feel so grown up..transferred from crestar to sylvia mccully and it has been great! although ive been in crestar for 7yrs? always felt the teacher was biased against me..never bothered to look at me, always correcting others who were better, helping them and soon after i heard he stopped teaching ballet after id left..and before he did, there were multiple lessons when he didnt go/he was half hr late/got another teacher to go and that teacher was extremely late too. so glad that id left before all that happened..i couldnt express myself in crestar too cuz it jus felt weird as the class was full of pple with sad and usually faces with no feeling..but their technique is good la..after id left it was time to start anew! and esp with adults in the class with so expressive faces and bodies tog with gd technique..wahh they were great to learn from and i could let myself out haha hmm actually u become a totally different person when u dance..and with adults, can also expect the lesson to hav ponshay (sorry french word, dunno how to spell) en pointe..tough..in a way i feel class now is easier than last time...but pointe work is still tough!! argh pple think its the toes that hurt cuz ure standing on them but noo!! its the arch of the foot ah (for me that is) always collapsing ahh how to improve that..well ballet exam results coming..somehow i think i wont do well seriously,..worst than last yr for sure. i guess another reason for leaving was that the teacher was jus in it for the money. it wasnt for the love of dance and passing it to others..y make pupils take exams theyre not ready for? well, we skipped grade 6,7,8 and moved on to pre-elementry,and guess what only 1/2 passed the exam(i repeat passed..) i think it had a great deal to do with the site reading where they teach u on the spot and ure supposed to dance. woah and our whole life was jus syllabus work la, how u expect us to hav the skill to remmeber and dance? didnt even practise it in class, not surprised man..sometimes i wonder where i'll go with ballet. dont think i'll ever dance professionally ( like please la..in a million yrs) firstly dont hav the body shape and dance is a risky profession. one fall and ur whole career is gone..
there r days when i think i cling so tightly to the past and cant let go..kinda hard to move on..dunno y.. oh man i really gotta move on
well, the virus in me comp is not irritating me anymore (grr) but after installing the mcafee scanning thing the ocmp got retared..so slow now but it'll never be as slow as my dad;s comp..be a good comp ok :) anyone realise that blogging is a way of talking to one's self?? jus thought of that haha or maybe its the way i do it
well my future is kinda planned out for me already. kinda sad..im gona go to a uni thats in singapore.i guess its not such a bad place but its like my bro gets to choose the uni he wants to go to and yet im given no choice..i mean in the end i'll probably stick to sg but y dont i get to choose..sigh wonder if its a gender thing..sucks man..actually dont even know what i wanna do with my life..i like chem and phy and maths but dont think i can find true fun and happiness in jobs like these..esp if u become a teacher yea sure ure educating the young ones but dont teachers find it so difficult? and so hmm squashed and cramped like ur whole life is sucked out of u..hmm u know if u wanna be a teacher? be a tuition teacher...u earn more and its also more freestyle in a way..well thats almost all i wanted to say since the last time i came haha still have a bit more but i'll leave it for later..sorry for the typos..and bye bye my pink baby haha my friend suggested it (its a guy wahaha)
anyway my toes hav been destroyed...got blisters everywhere...ahh why didnt i use the tape to wrap my toes before putting on the pointe shoes..lesson learnt! gotta get a new leotard soon..current one is stretching and fading..darn wanted to do it during the hols..had a great lesson today :P the teacher asked me to help correct someone..wow :D used to be the small fry..not given a second look in class but now im a "leader" and stand in front with 7 others to lead pple..still remember the time when i was struggling to keep up with the non syllabus stuff..its a bit like site reading in piano..or side reading?? now its different.like wow.feel so grown up..transferred from crestar to sylvia mccully and it has been great! although ive been in crestar for 7yrs? always felt the teacher was biased against me..never bothered to look at me, always correcting others who were better, helping them and soon after i heard he stopped teaching ballet after id left..and before he did, there were multiple lessons when he didnt go/he was half hr late/got another teacher to go and that teacher was extremely late too. so glad that id left before all that happened..i couldnt express myself in crestar too cuz it jus felt weird as the class was full of pple with sad and usually faces with no feeling..but their technique is good la..after id left it was time to start anew! and esp with adults in the class with so expressive faces and bodies tog with gd technique..wahh they were great to learn from and i could let myself out haha hmm actually u become a totally different person when u dance..and with adults, can also expect the lesson to hav ponshay (sorry french word, dunno how to spell) en pointe..tough..in a way i feel class now is easier than last time...but pointe work is still tough!! argh pple think its the toes that hurt cuz ure standing on them but noo!! its the arch of the foot ah (for me that is) always collapsing ahh how to improve that..well ballet exam results coming..somehow i think i wont do well seriously,..worst than last yr for sure. i guess another reason for leaving was that the teacher was jus in it for the money. it wasnt for the love of dance and passing it to others..y make pupils take exams theyre not ready for? well, we skipped grade 6,7,8 and moved on to pre-elementry,and guess what only 1/2 passed the exam(i repeat passed..) i think it had a great deal to do with the site reading where they teach u on the spot and ure supposed to dance. woah and our whole life was jus syllabus work la, how u expect us to hav the skill to remmeber and dance? didnt even practise it in class, not surprised man..sometimes i wonder where i'll go with ballet. dont think i'll ever dance professionally ( like please la..in a million yrs) firstly dont hav the body shape and dance is a risky profession. one fall and ur whole career is gone..
there r days when i think i cling so tightly to the past and cant let go..kinda hard to move on..dunno y.. oh man i really gotta move on
well, the virus in me comp is not irritating me anymore (grr) but after installing the mcafee scanning thing the ocmp got retared..so slow now but it'll never be as slow as my dad;s comp..be a good comp ok :) anyone realise that blogging is a way of talking to one's self?? jus thought of that haha or maybe its the way i do it
well my future is kinda planned out for me already. kinda sad..im gona go to a uni thats in singapore.i guess its not such a bad place but its like my bro gets to choose the uni he wants to go to and yet im given no choice..i mean in the end i'll probably stick to sg but y dont i get to choose..sigh wonder if its a gender thing..sucks man..actually dont even know what i wanna do with my life..i like chem and phy and maths but dont think i can find true fun and happiness in jobs like these..esp if u become a teacher yea sure ure educating the young ones but dont teachers find it so difficult? and so hmm squashed and cramped like ur whole life is sucked out of u..hmm u know if u wanna be a teacher? be a tuition teacher...u earn more and its also more freestyle in a way..well thats almost all i wanted to say since the last time i came haha still have a bit more but i'll leave it for later..sorry for the typos..and bye bye my pink baby haha my friend suggested it (its a guy wahaha)
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