how i spent my bday

sometimes plans just fall apart when something more impt crops up, but who is it impt to? the person with tt impt thing? yes... and what happens to the other party? left to content himself with sorrow that such a thing could upset what was so impt to him. perhaps the event raised was just a passing thought but to the other it could have meant a wonderful time spent that couldnt ever be missed. a falling tear, a disappointed mind, a broken heart, a sad soul. mended easily with another delightful happening and if only if it happens. if not one sinks into depression, only to despair and resort to other lonesome activities meant to make up for what did not happen.

lets see what did i do on my bday...woke up bright and early, well maybe just bright, at 10. went to eat breakfast and play with munchkin. went to pick my bro up from the bus stop and came back to play with munchkin. haha managed to let her stand and crawl on my hand!! :D i wonder if its because im too afraid to hold her cuz she'll bite or is it cuz she just doesnt like to be held. so anyway, ate lunch..studied a bit of chem.slept in the afternoon. woke up did more work and went to use the comp to watch bleach episode 73! no wuyuan u cannot catch up with me!! nooo!! study, do ur work man! haha then went to swim. swam 18 laps wahaha was thinking of the no of laps to swim and i thought what the heck lets do 18, back and forth. phoo... tt was tiring esp since ive not swam that much in a long while. so came back ate dinnner and now here i m typing.. pretty sad day i think. its the first bday where i spent a large part of it studying all thanks to someone... didnt have the heart to do anything else after u pangseh-ed me. maybe i should have just gone shopping at art friend by myself! :) nah i would hav been broke after tt. feeling so disappointed now..

well thanks darling for getting me that guess wallet and sweets and dinner. :) really appreciate it. now big problem is what to get you on ur bday..hope u had a great day.
it sometimes disgusts me how the world can be so materialistic. its all abt what u wear, own, know abt the material world.come on man there are so many millions of pple dying each day because of lack of food/water/shelter... and here u are bothering abt how much ur new hp cost or what clothes and stuff u own. terrible. and of these pple who own such things, do u ever give some to charities? or do u just hoarde the money all to urself and when u have more, spend it on more expensive designer goods? disgusting! im not trying to say that im all holier than thou cuz i m one of these pple in certain areas of materialism, but just saying, spare a thought for all the hungry pple out there. sometimes they need it more than u do. sure the world is abt survival of the fittest, but can u bear to watch others die jus becuz u werent willing to help them? cuz i sure cant live with tt on my conscience.
well id better get back to my work. life in jc sucks, but the friends made are great! :) thank u one and all who made my life in jc more bearable.
with the exception of a person named aaron