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Friday, July 28, 2006

prayer to be merciful to others

Help me, O Lord, that my heart may be merciful so that I myself may feel all the sufferings of my neighbor. I will refuse my heart to no one. I will be sincere even with those who, I know, will abuse my kindness. And I will lock myself up in the most merciful Heart of Jesus. I will bear my own suffering in silence. May Your mercy, O Lord, rest upon me.

ok this prayer is extracted from prayer to be merciful to others.. came across this prayer today while praying in an adoration room with aahhran..somehow its so true now..really struck me..perhaps theres a bit of bitterness to try and do what it says but if i achieve it it;ll be great...the prayer is somewhat similar to the previous post except without the bitterness to it. really such a beautiful prayer..hmm typing abt prayer, i was humming "the prayer" the whole day in my head la haha and still gg at it.
walked in the rain today and jus felt like crying my eyes out while the rain washes them away..but sometimes i hold myself back...sort of like bree in desperate housewives. shes so gracious and strong yet sometimes pple still break down.
had a long walk home today cuz i fell asleep on the bus and woke up abt 4 stops away..so yea decided to walk and clear my head..was thinking abt so many things along the way.. somehow i cant help but feel alone in this world... sure theres pple arnd u to help but in the end its always u alone who can make decisions and stuff..and i cant deny abt certain things...always thought or rather made myself think everything is great in my life but i guess not.
sometimes i can be so morbid as to think how it would be like to end my life right now by jumping off a building or walking on the road when cars pass by.. dont worry im not abt to kill myself..its jus a thought jus like how it would be like to skydive or bungee jump.
sometimes i cant help but think why is this still going on..it can be so tiring esp the part which has associations with the prayer above. admit it we both get angry over small lil things..yet again sometimes small lil things can build up to big big things or trigger smth even bigger. to be honest ure a bit like a field full of bombs/mines...gotta be careful where u tread or u'll explode..over and over again..
its not always abt hearing what pple say..its abt listening and knowing how they really feel even if no words are spoken...

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