emo days
well today was one really emo day...guess this is really the worst pms day i ever had. really cant believe i cried so hard,i couldnt control it.. its been such a long time since i cried like tt and it did feel good. yet crying never solves any problem so ive learnt long ago. sometimes i think crying makes one weak esp when u do it in front of everyone...well,it was an emo day to start with and to be honest ive been stressed these few weeks. today was jus the last straw, jus couldnt take anymore of all tt..its ok now...well for now..these things never go away completely
another thing, i keep losing hair! when i comb my hair i can lose abt 10 strands..or when i sit to eat i find i dropped 5 strands..even now im finding hair falling on my arm..and no im not exaggerating cuz i really counted.either the stress or smth ive been eating.. results are out,ptm is coming, not sure if i can go out so much anymore except to study..seriously what lies i tell..and it sucks..never have i lied so much before till this yr..especially since im catholic..i feel sooo guilty.. this has gotta stop soon.
to all the people who came to ask abt me, thanks..thank u mel, eunice! :) thanks for being there. to simone, thanks for asking,i'll tell u soon if u wanna know.. and sorry i didnt watch pirates with ya.
darren, im sorry i didnt go for legion..again..doubt u;d read this but well i really admire ur perseverence. and ur patience...really wanna be more like u, though i dont really know whats the real u.
to you, im sorry ive hurt u, dont think i can ever repay what ive done to u...but i;ll never forget our friendship even if u do.
to my baby, thanks for understanding..do be more patient with me esp when im pmsing cuz i get emo and feel like crying easily...and patience doesnt mean what u did cuz tt showed tt u had lost ur patience already.there will be more trying instances like tt, jus hope we;ll get thru it all...and most of all i really hope you'll understand what im saying and thinking. cuz u dont always to hav to rely on eg or "revenge" for u to get it.hope ur life is ok.love ya dear...:) see i said it..now its ur turn.
another thing, i keep losing hair! when i comb my hair i can lose abt 10 strands..or when i sit to eat i find i dropped 5 strands..even now im finding hair falling on my arm..and no im not exaggerating cuz i really counted.either the stress or smth ive been eating.. results are out,ptm is coming, not sure if i can go out so much anymore except to study..seriously what lies i tell..and it sucks..never have i lied so much before till this yr..especially since im catholic..i feel sooo guilty.. this has gotta stop soon.
to all the people who came to ask abt me, thanks..thank u mel, eunice! :) thanks for being there. to simone, thanks for asking,i'll tell u soon if u wanna know.. and sorry i didnt watch pirates with ya.
darren, im sorry i didnt go for legion..again..doubt u;d read this but well i really admire ur perseverence. and ur patience...really wanna be more like u, though i dont really know whats the real u.
to you, im sorry ive hurt u, dont think i can ever repay what ive done to u...but i;ll never forget our friendship even if u do.
to my baby, thanks for understanding..do be more patient with me esp when im pmsing cuz i get emo and feel like crying easily...and patience doesnt mean what u did cuz tt showed tt u had lost ur patience already.there will be more trying instances like tt, jus hope we;ll get thru it all...and most of all i really hope you'll understand what im saying and thinking. cuz u dont always to hav to rely on eg or "revenge" for u to get it.hope ur life is ok.love ya dear...:) see i said it..now its ur turn.
posted by jan @ 9:20 PM
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