bad mood..really bad mood these few days... anything tt isnt going right might jus make me blow..arggghhhhh...never felt this way before..perhaps i havent been sleeping enough..5hrs of slp last night..
bloody tired of typing and smsing..fingers damn pain..
ahhh can u stop complaining!! how can u keep complaining abt ur life when pple in africa like suffering? they dont even hav enough food to eat!! how can u say ure not fortunate?? u hav parents, u hav sibs, u hav food to eat...tv, computer..hot water..and even a ps2 that u can sell away and buy another...u even hav education!! u hav no right at all to complain abt how lousy ur life is...cuz its not!!! and u say ur not lucky at all..pls la if ure not lucky, y in the world r u gg into the jc of ur choice? y r u getting the subjects u wanted??
damn it...this sounds a bit like what mal was angry at me abt...not getting to the jc i wanted..but i did get the 4 subjs...sigh thanks mal...but doubt u'll ever see this..u know..i think tt arguement caused us to move apart..i dunno? maybe u realised what a bitch i was...well still am..at this moment...sometimes dont even know y we stopped talking..damn it i hate myself
wow a new side of me...honestly never felt this way..well so strongly..usually jus keep it inside
STUPID OUTING LA!! i give up ..im too pissed to organise anything!! dennis pls do it! thanks!! thank u so much...wrong time to ask me to organise stuff and be patient abt pple's wants..
hope i cool down before sch starts..think ive become a diff person..oh man...i hope im not sinking into depression..once tried counselling a guy with it (he does see a real counsellor) it was super depressing to talk to him la..a bit like how harry potter;s happiness is sucked outta him cuz of a dementor..im bloody childish now...damn..