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wow..i didnt realise adults(art ministry pple) could make jokes..haha they're super (-_-)" haha the jokes are not funny..jus very.. hmm i dont know whats the word for it.. haha leaving tmr morning! anyone who wants to contact me..pls sms 9683**** my mum;s hp no. yea..think some of u shld know whats the remaining 4 nos...kinda scared of going there..it used to be cuz i was terrified of my grandma but now its more of terrified of getting robbed..wish my bro could join us for the whole trip..i would feel safer.but thats just a feeling. sigh, gonna be away for 2 wks..away fr sg..away from my stuff... my cool table which has all the stuff i need to make more stuff haha i guess its a gd thing..get to live the simple life..makes me appreciate what i hav..darn, i jus spent so much money today..feel a little guilty..but happy..sometimes i think money really can buy happiness..not a lot but some..dont most pple feel happy when they buy something they like? dont u feel that sense of happiness for a while (yes, jus a while) ? hmm..thats kinda shallow...but i dont care! aiya in the end its still our families and friends (the ones we enjoy being with not forced into it) that makes us truly happy..oh dear im rambling..
oh yes! i wanted to say this...i saw (repeat saw only) some guy that i met up once with oops..i think its him..it should be him..the way he looks is different from other pple..he looked at me la..oh man.. he was sitting in the bus and i jus got up the bus..i didnt dare look at him after that...gosh he must be thinking im such a bitch..hmm met him when i was abt 15? and he was abt 22..dont know what i was thinking then..but i didnt talk to him after that...sometimes i wonder if age gap matters..it shouldnt...tts if the person is on the same wavelength and maturity as u..then why did i freak out and never reply him again? (shallow gal) well im glad this thing of mine has stopped..darn..why m i blogging abt what i do? if this gets to my parents/sibs..i m sooo dead..hmm maybe thats my mum keeps calling me a heartbreaker..she keeps saying if i keep calling pple and one day jus stop..they'll go commit suicide...not sure if tt will happen but it jus might.wah this entry is super...messy and theres no link but i jus wanna place every thingy on my mind here..perhaps one day i will tell them abt what i did..
oh no! i need to go finish packing see ya bloggie..im gonna miss ya lots! dont run away ok bloggie? take care of my entries :P lol stress...