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Saturday, March 25, 2006

change

time flies doesn't it..i still cant believe im gonna be 18 this yr..tt im gg to a uni next yr..i wonder what am i put here in this world to do..i realised i dont hav a goal..nothing to work towards to..what i wanna be next time is unrealistic..if i do tt i would jus hav wasted all my time studying in jc/uni...and even what i wanna do requires money..and i suppose u could say is totally different from what im studying.. so therefore, i dont hav a goal now..yes, i agree i shld go out and find out what i want, but how? i dont even know where to start.. somehow i feel im gonna end up in a job i detest but jus do it for the sake of doing it..there are times when i think i would make a gd teacher..but honestly, i think tts more or less the shittest of all jobs..cuz u hav to slog day and night and even during ur holidays to mark stuff, to keep up with the everchanging system, be a gd role model, discipline ur students..but what do i know right? i guess there is satisfaction in teaching but is it worth it?
to be honest, uve made me change the way i feel abt relationships...i always thought tt it wld be awkward or difficult to talk to tt someone and tt no matter what, i will still break up with tt person..to me, relationships were jus ways to pass time or someone to flirt with...and even if we got to a stage where everything was perfect, there was no way it would last as we're so young and we cant marry and tt we'll drift apart one day...but u hav made me think twice abt all this and tts a start i guess...
it is true tt we;re really quite opposite to each other..there r more ways tt we're opp than alike.. one thing on my mind is tt ure more worldly wise and tt u think more deeply..sometimes i wonder if i'm too shallow for u and what we talk abt is too shallow for u..like i said, sometimes i really feel like a baby crying over small things and u like an adult consoling me... and knowing much more things abt the world..whatever it is dont let this post worry u..its jus thoughts in my mind..pick up tt phone and give me a call :) i'll be waiting!

posted by jan @ 11:17 AM  

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