busy busy busy
been quite busy lately..esp since i joined NYAA bronze, doing cip on 23/4 for sg cancer society, what else? oh yes danceworks!! and theres still sch.. sigh
sometimes i think to myself..what m i doing?? or do i really belong here?
tmr second cousins are coming...gonna see them again..gotta help out in the kitchen..my mum is gonna cook 10 dishes(not including dessert)! GOSH cant help but think its a way of competing with the prev dinner at their place..always like tt la wth la..cant stand tt woman(not my mum),..oh wells..why do i feel this way? i dont know tt many cousins of mine yet those tt i know i view them with scorn..perhaps i cant relate to them, they;re like so old.all married..i really envy those pple who hav cousins around their age at least its somewhat easier to relate and talk abt ur lives. then again something else bad may happen
living in delusion...sometimes that is sooo true..
sometimes i think to myself..what m i doing?? or do i really belong here?
tmr second cousins are coming...gonna see them again..gotta help out in the kitchen..my mum is gonna cook 10 dishes(not including dessert)! GOSH cant help but think its a way of competing with the prev dinner at their place..always like tt la wth la..cant stand tt woman(not my mum),..oh wells..why do i feel this way? i dont know tt many cousins of mine yet those tt i know i view them with scorn..perhaps i cant relate to them, they;re like so old.all married..i really envy those pple who hav cousins around their age at least its somewhat easier to relate and talk abt ur lives. then again something else bad may happen
living in delusion...sometimes that is sooo true..
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