change..

anyone knows where to get nice paper/card at cheap prices?
yay jus got an mp4 player! whoo!! yeap u saw it mp4! plays video!! yay! its not bad..can play video, music, photos..has games too(not fantastic but WAY BETTER than my hp games) can record stuff from the tv..its a cheapo brand, le-mon (sour!) but not bad la..its fairly big compared to the other cheapo ones(which r the height of ur thumb so tiny!!) screen is not bad la(5cm x 4cm)..and it came with free speakers and sennheiser earphones..oh yea and u can put in SD cards up to 2GB whoo! but right now its only 512MB..i guess tts the drawback..and yah and it also creates this "yea" sound everytime u press enter haha sounds a bit mad..but i guess its great for a mad woman haha and it does kinda lift ur spirits cuz it sounds kinda funny...
sigh i should really get down to studying and doing some hw...havent touched anything at all since the start of hols..no motivation..AGAIN...
forbidden fruit tastes sweet...for a while..then i move on to new things..its always like tt..once i get smth, i enjoy and treasure it for a while then i move on..jus look at the way i go abt my art stuff..its always changing..never really mastering a technique..even in other parts if life, once ive got it, i move on..perhaps sometimes if i dont get it i cling on to it tightly and strive to get it but i will still move on in the end
yeap tt could mean the "poem contest" as ron calls it..is coming to an end...im like some child la..no concentration..always finding new things to play with...why m i like tt? i dunno..maybe i shld train myself to finish things..perhaps dig out some half done stuff to finish..
i know how i m like, im trying to change,pehaps change is what i always need, maybe i never will change..